When will things go wrong again

So, things are good. Seriously. I don't get it.

I remember a time, about four years ago, when I was just astounded by how good things were. I can almost remember the day, looking out the window at the valley and thinking, man this is great. I felt that again tonight. How I have missed it.

I'm listening to Vaughn Williams, Five Variants on Dives and Lazarus. This is the base for Hymn 284, for the layperson. And I felt it. I just felt it.

Work, home, Wife, Kids, the new baby, activities, blessings, music. It all fits. I have struggled as of late, trying to make sure I was going in the right direction, and now I see it. I can see it all unfold before me. I am doing what I am supposed to be doing. I am providing, I am doing my best for my family, I am succeeding. And it only means something because I know it's not me.

I don't thank Him enough. Not near enough. For all I have. For all I have been given. It is all because of Him.

I know, it's gross.....

This is heaven.  Take three things, mix and art and taste are combined in the awesomest mouth explosion ever.  

I went to a meeting tonight and was super early.  So I went to a great sushi place called Redfish.  Awesome.  Rice, Fish, and secret Asian crap mix to make awesomeness.  

So, I'm fat.  Not like "worlds largest man" fat, but pretty plump.  I like food to much I think. But this was so good.  

Work is.......Good?

So lately work has been hard.  I have lots of accounts with lots of requirements.  Even though we have had lots of help and new employees starting, I am still stressing.  That said, this week has actually been pretty good.

Is it the fact that I am catching up, or getting ahead, or that my employees are working hard?  Or a combination of all of that?  Whatever it is, it is working.  

After three years of this, I am doing my things my way.  Out of the shadows of others that came before, clearing a vision of where I want this to go, perfecting my craft.  

This blog has been gay, but what I needed tonight.

Lost is back! I love TV

So this week TV began to be great again.  Trust me, the wasteland that we call December and January had almost broken me.  Here is a quick list of the shows I will be watching instead of talking to you:

Lost

The Office

Flight of the Chonchords

CSI

Bones

Lie to Me

Top Chef

30 Rock

Biggest Looser

House

Scrubs

That is easily eight hours of time that I will spend glued to the flat screen.  I love TV.  Love it.  Like the way I love Double Stuff Oreo's and Milk, or the way my mouth feels after a real good brushing.  TV is such a major part of my life, no matter how much I try to pretend it's not.  I look forward to an estimated 108 hours of down time over the next 16 weeks.

Blogging is Gay. I'm In!!!

Welp, here it is .  The Blog begins.  Why not.  I do myspace, Facebook, have my own web site, review five gadget blogs on a daily basis, and spend eight hours a day in front of my Mac.  Let's add to the time I deprive my children of the joy 0f my presence.  "Sorry guys.  Dad has to respond to random high school friends commenting on my most recent picture of a cat dressed like pilgrim.  I can't help you learn to ride a bike or take bath.  Cereal for diner again!"

Anyway, this will be a fun waste of time.  Enjoy.